im so sick of being the second option
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do you ever feel the need to ask someone if they still want you in their life because it always feels like they don’t care about you or that you are bothering them.
“What are you supposed to do with all the love you have for somebody if that person is no longer there? What happens to all that leftover love? Do you suppress it? Do you ignore it? Are you supposed to give it to someone else?”
— Maggie O'Farrell, After You’d Gone (via thelovejournals)